I was arrested on the 25th of January for soliciting a prostitute in Scottsdale, Arizona. Fortunately I hired a good lawyer and she got my misdemeanor 1 charge down to a misdemeanor 2. If it stayed a 1 charge I could have done a minimum of 15 days and a max of 6 months.
Even though I was arrested for my "crime" on January 25th, the true crime I committed happened on November 12th of last year when I stopped believing in myself as a content creator and decided to leave the Dominican Republic.
After seeing my monthly views go from 1.5 million to barely scratching 500k I began to panic, to doubt and to become paralyzed by anxiety.
The confidence that pushed me to move to another country was gone. And what filled that void was a questioning if I was really that guy, if I was really Him.
So I began to cower from my dreams and desires and imagined just living life as a regular black man in America.
However, after three or so months back in the U.S. I realized that trying to live a life that wasn't really for me was not a good and healthy way to live.
Even though I am definitely not happy about being arrested, it did spark a realization in me that I needed a mental and emotional reprogramming and to build my confidence back up.
Now that my two days in city jail are behind me I'm looking forward to being the best travel content creator I can be.
